So im sitting here (here is the statistics open lab) and thinking i have soooo much to do and i am so tired. I officially cant see a free day in my planner until next year (literally 2009) and one word (or at least i think its one word) starts blinking like a marquee in my head….BURNOUT. I have been a total crab recently….i cant even bring myself to be sarcastic…now something is wrong right there…..this month has rocked me…3 deaths, a dramatic birthday disaster, a breakup….individually being the hard ass that i am (ha ha…more like the stubborn snot that wont give it to God) i could have handled any of those event alone….but add them together….and then all of my responsibilities…and, and, and…..i cant even remember this month and i cant handle it. Sitting here i realize my personal relationships are in shambles…..i mean does anyone know i care about them anymore? And as i go on responsibility calls and i have to help a student….i need to do something to cut a break….because its not working as my coping mechanism anymore…
